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A song made in the depth of depression during quarantine.
lyrics
Chorus:
I’m all alone
Embracing , not
I'm cold in springtime
Now I’m waking up
Again in the morning sun
Forced routine’s
Got my money going on the run
Yes, I got a new slew of creativity
But how much of that matters
When theres nobody next to me
Content after content
To keep me distracted
My fantasies returned
Here I thought that I whacked them
Never really meant to be left alone
Kinda dancing with the thought
Of steel chrome to the dome
"Did you hear about what happened to Character?"
Funeral party for one
That’ll probably hit capacity when all this is done
Hindsight’s 20/20 within further inspection
Funny how everything is so romantic in the depths of reflection
“Tell your friends how much you love them” Social media will claim,
“never know when its too late”
well..yeah yeah yeah,
I’ve heard it all before
Guaranteed that won’t stop it
But hey keep on trying
Every smile
just prolongs the time I pop it
Classic cry for help
Don't reach out
Without a doubt
I’ll survive
Once again
Maybe in the end
I’ll be magically cured
Maybe ill be better
A positive role-model
Yeah, a happy trendsetter
Wouldn’t that be neat?
I’ll take a double cyanide
Tall glass, also neat
Feel the poison hit my stomach
What a rush, this intense heat.
The sweat drips from my pores
For the last time hopefully
(Alright, sayonara!)
Chorus
credits
released March 24, 2020
Produced by Smoove Beats
Vocals Mixed/Engineered by Gerardo Reyes
Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023